22 October 2008

Droplets of time

The water drips unhindered. The sound, sweet in the beginning starts to grow louder, it appears to grow louder atleast. I know that because i know the distance between the mouth of the tap and the wash basin is not changing, neither is the size of the drop. So why does the sound of the drop hitting the surface appear to be louder every passing moment? Not only that, all the other sounds begin to fade into the back ground every passing second. Its like your ears and your mind are trying to focus on that tip blip tip of the droplets. Your mind shuns all other thoughts to identify the rhythm in that simplest of sounds, to decipher its meaning which doesn't even exist. Normally, the mind would tell itself that fact, but even the mind is demoted to the back seat. You think that this is probably the only sound there is, or probably the only dominant sound. You think this is what matters to you at this moment, and your mind isn't there to tell you you're wrong. You feel it growing on you, when suddenly, the sound blends into the environment. Its no more distinct, its no more isolated from every other sound. You cannot even make out separate drops now, and slowly, it fades back to wherever it came from. And tries to go back to normal. But the mind refuses to take the change immediately. You can still imagine the sound of the droplets, when its no longer there. But eventually even that goes away.



Life strangely goes on in the above fashion. People and moments fall from the tap of fate into your past like droplets, most of them meeting the same end. But the negligible distance through which they fall is the present.




You look into the basin and find a really small depression, into which a small quantity of water, around 3 4 drops, has accumulated. Atleast that'll remind you of the sound of the drops, and that they did fall.




Some things never leave you. Strange but true.

12 comments:

Unknown said...

somthings jus don leave us... and we jus don leave somthings...

lost in rome said...

so true. this is life ppl come n go things happen, good bad both n u feel like u wont be able to live without or through them respectively but ultimately u do.

little drops make a mighty ocean..things stay for ever..the tides keep coming back n we are reminded dat they were there.

m.h.a said...

@sami
yup, we are normally not ready to let go of things and move on.

@lost in rome
yes exactly, one moment we think we wont be able to move on, the next, its all history, and all that remains are the memories, and some memories do stay forever.

Anonymous said...

mha yaaar... this is so profound of you!

i am very impress by the way you have neatly highlighted the correlation of past, future and most importantly, the linking assembly that bridges these two extremities, our presence.

interesting title "droplets of time"
if i were to interpret with my limited intellectual capacity, i would say it means that our every moment gets encapsulated into these tiny ampules. Some of these ampules get lost into oblivion, some of them remain there incessantly and while others, no matter how much we try to forget them, haunt us for eternity

m.h.a said...

@exquisite
hey thanx alot for the praise...
You know wat you're right, the present is just so short that its almost not there, yet some moments really do haunt us, or if in a good way, stay with us forever. I sometimes try to feel time going by, and its depressing, you can feel it going past you, you can feel it slipping away so fast, the present is never there once you try to feel it consciously, one moment you're thinking, the next you've made a decision, and when you have, its not present anymore!

Anonymous said...

:/

Anonymous said...

wow, NICE template mha!!!!

m.h.a said...

Thanx mubi but muje apne cell pe plain white nazar ata hai template which is sad :( mera blog mje b to acha lagna chahye na haina...

Anonymous said...

hehehe,,,probably computer mai aay ga
behold a silly qts
did u make the template?

Anonymous said...

nice change!
:)

m.h.a said...

@mubi
Ha no. I know zilch about xml or html. I downloaded it, its a little secret but i'm gonna tell you, just type blogger templates on google and tada, you're there...lol... I'll tell you the exact site when i turn on my computer

@exquisi
thanx thanx

Anonymous said...

we are never mentally set to let go... but when people leave us, we have no other option but to physically set them off sailing far away...

yet...
agreed...
somethings just dont leave.
somethings like memories :)

wonderful post!