Sometimes things change so quickly and expectations come out so different. Sometimes in the spur of a moment things go from their peak to rock bottom and you're left wondering if its all really fair. You're faced with tough decisions, you're faced with choices both of which are unacceptable to you but you obviously have to choose one.
All this seems a little more sad when the decision in question is related to your only source of escape, when its related to a place an experience you've grown to love, that you've grown to feel responsible for. Its in these times that we wonder why was everything so shortlived, and why did it have to have such an anticlimatic end. Obviously we all move on but sometimes moving on is not an option, you've to simply move away. The worst part is, that people wonder what's so horrific or disastrous about that.
It so dampens your spirit, the entire situation.
14 comments:
whao! what happened?
expectations always come out different..sigh!
and whats the difference b/w moving on and moving away?
if u dun get out of that mopeball ur attending ryt now im gonna kill u...if u wanna stay just stay na...face the awkwardness...take it in ur stride...nobody has anything personal onto u do they...when u were taking on the duty u werent sure but it turned out well...aur abh bhi u arnt sure but watever u decide its gonna turn out well...
oh yea and welcum me :D
and the title is soooo not appropriate...i thot at first this post was going to be abt a certain sumone who was getting married but...
@mubi
yar meri debating society may ek masla ho gya. Ab pura btaoon abi? lol..here it is as concise as i can make it...well i was the general secretary of the debating society, who is second to the president and who goes on to be the next president in the final year of engineering. Anyways, recently, due to vc's stupid orders, the toppers from final and third years are to be made president and general secretary respectively. Can you believe that? Its a debating society and they're make gpa the standard and not achievements and all. Thats the biggest bullshit. Anyways, therefore, it came as a shock to the president and me.
The difference between moving on and moving away is that, if i were to move on i'd have to forget this episode and continue working normally and doing stuff. But then it would be awkward. Now i think about it, i think thats possible. if i'd have to move away it would mean i'd have to leave this behind and just move on from the society. As in quit the society. But thats my only escape from the all technical and uet environment that sometimes gets you a little depressed ( esp these days when there are stupid rules and there is no support from the admin whatsoever, wo to i'm lucky i've the best friends in the world warna it gets a little strange here you know, its a little too much like the real world lol...but its fun in the end, still you need a break trust me ),
@mahru
welcome back and thanx for reminding me there will be a post about the someone who's getting married inshaAllah but thats laters...anyways the problem is not that simple Mahru, i've to look beyond what i feel too. I think i told you about that guy, i've grown to love the society and therefore its kinda sad. I really dont wanna leave at this point of time you know...i think i'm more decided right now than i was when i wrote this...initially i thought maybe it affected my self respect but then yar, i thought maybe not. I was just there for about a month only lol...
I meant the society's my only escape
@mahru
about the guy, Mahru the problem is that i told you his bro has influence and stuff and was quite notorious in the society. Add to that new stupid strict rules that are aimed at damning the society, i couldn't really decide if i wanted to stay. I'm still a little worried that if i'm gonna have to deal with stifling rules here as well, whats the use then?
And Sorry for the long comments mubi and mahru, i just wanted to talk...lol
listen stay for a while...chek it out...how u like it and stuff...if things are bad get out...nobody is gonna do anything to u...is ur presi quitting??
Presi has to quit man, he's worked his ass off for 2 years and when it came his turn to be the president this happened. Thats degrading coz he's been the GS for a whole year, and has been jolly good at it...as in dealing with everyone...he has to quit
are u moving out?
@kulsoom
Moving out of wat? Puray comments to paro na
i still think u shud stay for a while and chek it out...if u dun like it quit...if u do...well waddya know, end of problem!!and maybe they might mess up the new guys and the admin will have to rethink their decision...u never know...
@ hassaan
ya i agree, 'goodbyes' gave me some other idea for the post..
i wonder why the admins in colleges and unis are so rigid and non co operative.
anyways..cheer up and do as rukh says...for some weird reason, i dono what, but i agree with rukh's advice for you :)
@mahru
Sai keh rai ho tm, khair i think all of it has to wait for the time being till things become clearer. Anyways, i forgot to tell you i read the official notification today it was depressing and so stupid...
@mubi
thanx yar, yar you know it pisses me off so bad, in the private sector admins facilitate their students and want their societies to progress. But here, its like they want to close down every society, the debating society more so coz of the old feud the Director Student Affairs has with us for some known and some unknown reasons. Whatever the reasons, its stupid, utterly stupid. Its so difficult to run any society at Uet
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