The greatest gift

Humans have often questioned the existence of God Almighty, and the trend has increased in the recent times. One of the reasons they give is that since humans cannot understand God, since science cannot understand God, He is not there. But this argument contains in itself a basic flaw and we will understand that in a very small period of time.

In Islam, the concept of God is most unique, and it indeed answers all the questions of human mind. But for it we need to things; faith and logic. Yes they are both mutually dependant on eachother. We will be understanding this as well.

If we look closely at the 99 names of Allah (s.w.t), we understand that they define certain qualities of Him. Looking even more closely a question is asked, how can one person be som many things, many of which oppose each other at the same time? This question has troubled many of us, and the answer is simple. God, is no person. What differentiates God from his creation is to have many traits that might appear opposite to eachother, without causing a contradiction. To make the argument simple it does cause a contradiction in the human mind, but how will that not qualify for a contradiction? Let us see.

As it is, the human mind bases its conclusions upon logic. So we try to analyse him with pure logic. And yes, we start gaining understanding, but then suddenly, we come to a stop, and from there logic cannot proceed further. For example “Al Hayyu” and “Al Qayyum” tell us that Allah is infinite. But the logical mind starts questioning, how can someone exist without being created and without having to die.

The reason for this question is very simple. This is the very point that human mind reaches its limit. To prove this, let’s try to imagine the phenomenon of infinity. Imagine, for example the universe is infinite. The mind automatically questions, how big is infinity? Is it a trillion billion million miles? And what lies beyond it? Immediately you start counting. No matter how hard you try you just cannot picture something infinite, although the concept of infinity does exist around us. Erect two mirrors face to face and they will project infinite number of images, but no computer no camera no human can ever capture the true infinity in them. So if we fail to understand such simple infinite things, its no wonder we cannot comprehend God’s infinity!

And there we reach the point where we can say that God has to be incomprehensible, in this world with this limited mental strength humans possess. And this is where faith steps in. But faith too is based on some things. Things which are very subtle but still there to be see and by everyone. If God appeared to us in embodiment, there would have been no point in believing, because then everyone would see it all right there. Then where would there be a test? God chose to leave clues leading to him in the world around us, in the skies, mountains, oceans, flowers, in us! He subtly left huge miracles for us to decipher and to use to identify God. And the biggest miracle was knowledge. God knew that the generations after Muhammad (p.b.u.h) would be more thirst for knowledge than anyone else, and He knew they would see the miracle of knowledge. And the finest specimen there exists, is the Quran, the word of God. Its sad how many people take for granted that the book given to them is the biggest miracle of God and in fact the greatest gift He ever gave. And God gave us many gifts. But the sole reason for those gifts is not to sit back and enjoy them, but to use them to discover God, to know Him much better, to love Him like He deserves to be loved. And in the process, you witness things that you would never have, to see what no one does, to transcend boundaries of logic, to base your faith on these subtle hints he set there for you. Some people through science aim to prove the absence of a supreme being but in my understanding, and from what is obvious, they prove the contrary every time. But that is a separate argument for another time.

One final question arises, will we ever understand God. The answer, is yes, if we prove we deserve it then God has the biggest gift in store for us. And He doesn’t call eternal life or heaven or health as the eternal gift, the eternal gift is an answer! Knowledge. How beautiful is this now? The thing that transcends every other gift or blessing God ever granted to mankind from Adam to the last man on earth:

Meaning of a hadith: at the end of the day of judgement, Allah will speak to the people in the heaven and say “I have the greatest gift for you”, the people in the heaven would exclaim “But we already have everything, we have an eternal life, a home in paradise, we have it all”, and then Allah would reveal himself from behind the veil, and all those people would bow down and remain there for thousands of years, unable to grasp the awe of the Almighty.

And there, the greatest gift. The answer. God himself.

The first change

One question that has always troubled me is "If I change for better, how big an impact will it have on the rest of the world?"

The answer has usually been dismal. Until now.

I aimlessly pondered over this question again that day when suddenly I stumbled upon a simple clue I missed. Or maybe I never understood it before.

HASSAAN AKRAM the person isn't just a person. He has a world in himself. Just like 6 billion or so other worlds. Worlds of perception. Or infact worlds generated by perceptions. The world inside me has a country has a society has multiple ethnicities just as the world outside. The only difference is that in my world, I see things just the way I want to. While in the real world things happen according to some other pattern.

But astonishingly, the situation is almost the same in both worlds. In my own world I make sure I don't have to go through any pains and for that I use money, influence and all that Jazz. I only want my loved ones to develop and I make sure my enemies are hindered. I miss no chance of dreaming a dream and perceiving a world that has me as the centre of it all. And I succeed.

I am one of 170 million worlds of this country. In fact, we all link up to form a cluster called Pakistan, our Home our society. Imagine 170 million small world's with as many centres, imagine the singleness of purpose, to live selfish dishonest lives, to lie to God and ourselves, and the world, the real world, becomes that. We curse the real world but fail to crush our own.

Let me think. If I detach myself, think a bit, change a lot and change for the better, now what will happen?

My place in the cluster will be filled with a better world, or a better perception of the world. Every link around me would notice, with hatred or with love, they will. Maybe somewhere else someone else decides to change, then someone else then it grows. We'll start seeing our own worlds differently. Our actions would testify the change.

I saw this new world more clearly when I threw my last wrapper on the road. Immediately I thought, 170 million wrappers on our roads? Quickly I picked it up.

Somewhere else someone else must have picked one too.

Then I imagined a clean world. I picked someone else's wrapper.

Imagine, if even half of us had thought of changing at that moment we would have cleaned the entire mess.

We all exist individually and collectively. Thus changing for the better, no matter how small that change is, is very important. This change is important because somewhere someone else who wants to change like you do needs to know its possible. And that they have company.

May God give us to be the first raindrops. They are always the most delighting :)

Dichotomy

I feel very dichotomic in my own self. One part of me takes the corrective pen in Hand and wants to heal the society, to counter poverty, depravity, faithlessness, dishonesty, intolerance etc while the other part just closes eyes on all of it and imagines man inside a cocoon, a being given so much potential he's never realised. This part of me sees all of us as works of complex art, wanting to be understood. This part considers travelling and exploring this world one of the most important things in appreciating the creation of Allah.

But however dichotomic all this is, the one satisfying thought is that both these ways of discovering God are neither mutually exclusive nor mutually dependant and they aren't the only ways in the world.

over time I have developed an intense energy that comes from the feeling that all is unknown and all is uncertain to me. Thank God He never gave us the ability to see the future, it would've killed whatever little desire we have to use our God given abilities.